Hi Folks, Sorry I've been MIA for the last 4 days but I've been very ill again with my spinal injury taking it's toll once again. Never did I think I would suffer a life long injury like this but it's something that I have to deal with for 8 years now but it sure isn't fun. I'm feeling better today and is the first day I haven't spent laying on the couch wishing for my eyes to shut, I can only describe the pain as something that never lets up and plays with your mind like nothing I'd ever wish on my worst enemy. Hopefully some day they will come up with a cure or special surgery to fix the rest of my nerve damage and the pain all the titanium screws & rods that are in my spine cause me. I often try to think of why this has happened to me and what the reason could be, because I do think that things happen to people for a reason, but I'm sure stumped on this one LOL. I know it's made my life a lot worse in some ways but better in others. One being the time I get to spend with my girls which I didn't get when I was working as a police officer and also has allowed me to pursue my dream of being a professional photographer but other then that I often wonder if it was all worth it in the end. It's also opened my heart & feelings to those who are worse off then me and allows me to see all the good or should I say great people out there that support me in my time of need. I'm sorry for the ramble but it's just been a terrible last few days and as you know I use this place as a sort of life's journal sometimes and I consider you all my friends so why not share the bad with the good right?
I took this shot of an icicle melting on my front porch and it reminds me of my life in a way. Sometimes it's frozen in time when it feels like it will never move again, but then you get that small hint of sunshine that begins to melt the ice away and the water comes back to life again. I hope you are all enjoying life in good health and I look forward to a better week for all of us. For now I'll just have to depend on modern chemistry & medician to ease my pain.
Enjoy your Monday and may all that life has to offer to you spring up to make you smile,
Best Regards,
~Bill~

Hi Folks, Sorry I've been MIA for the last 4 days but I've been very ill again with my spinal injury taking it's toll once again. Never did I think I would suffer a life long injury like this but it's something that I have to deal with for 8 years now but it sure isn't fun. I'm feeling better today and is the first day I haven't spent laying on the couch wishing for my eyes to shut, I can only describe the pain as something that never lets up and plays with your mind like nothing I'd ever wish on my worst enemy. Hopefully some day they will come up with a cure or special surgery to fix the rest of my nerve damage and the pain all the titanium screws & rods that are in my spine cause me. I often try to think of why this has happened to me and what the reason could be, because I do think that things happen to people for a reason, but I'm sure stumped on this one LOL. I know it's made my life a lot worse in some ways but better in others. One being the time I get to spend with my girls which I didn't get when I was working as a police officer and also has allowed me to pursue my dream of being a professional photographer but other then that I often wonder if it was all worth it in the end. It's also opened my heart & feelings to those who are worse off then me and allows me to see all the good or should I say great people out there that support me in my time of need. I'm sorry for the ramble but it's just been a terrible last few days and as you know I use this place as a sort of life's journal sometimes and I consider you all my friends so why not share the bad with the good right?
I took this shot of an icicle melting on my front porch and it reminds me of my life in a way. Sometimes it's frozen in time when it feels like it will never move again, but then you get that small hint of sunshine that begins to melt the ice away and the water comes back to life again. I hope you are all enjoying life in good health and I look forward to a better week for all of us. For now I'll just have to depend on modern chemistry & medician to ease my pain.
Enjoy your Monday and may all that life has to offer to you spring up to make you smile,
Best Regards,
~Bill~
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